| i dont want this to be over
but im betting we both know it is.
i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.
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...myself.
and i dont know
if thats good or bad. |
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| Moving moving moving.
I am dead set on moving in with mara this summer
WHY? Well because...
#1. my family is a disaster the sooner i leave the better
#2. if mike's gonna be gone i better have some other way to keep myself occupied
#3. i need excitment
#4. i need independence
#5. we will throw outrageous parties.
PROBLEM:
Finding a new job is so difficult and discouraging.
i can hardly find anyone whos hiring let alone get an interview
if i cant find new work, ill have to stay as a CNA-
because i WILL have this house even if i have to continue
to wipe ass everyday to pay for it.
i dont care if i have to live in a tree house- im moving. |
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| Mikes going on tour again
two and a half long months
i hate it. i hate it. i hate it
when he told me i cried
i thought for sure we were going to
have a summer together for once.
i guess i was wrong.
i dont wanna wait for him this time, but i know i will |
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